April 21, 2015

April 21, one month that my Mother received her Angel Wings. She has been singing and dancing her heart out. Hard to believe time goes by so fast. I still see her and speak with her every day, though she may not speak back, I believe she finds way to tell me she is still with us. Watching over us, keeping a close watch. Our oldest daughter, Baylie had a butterfly with her on a college tour that stayed with her just last week, when I cook with the sauces she made, I know she is with us and we continue to have her many food finds making our meals all too special. Leading to the end of the day which was our special “talk time” the time I would call and discuss the day, just to laugh or just being able to hear her say all will be okay – “you got this”. I still find myself picking up the phone to call then reminding myself she is not here. I just have to I know I got it covered, with my big crazy family. Yes my big crazy family. I have a lot going on. Being a wife, mother, the many appointments, school, teenagers, taxi service, therapists, in home care, weekly appointments to the Children’s hospital, really you name it, I probably have it….just today I was asked about what I do. I said I would not change it for the world. Having seven awesome children where five are special needs and all five vary in services, in diagnoses and each day is something different. Our life is crazy, roller coaster crazy but truly never a dull moment here. Very thankful for the life we have been blessed with and very thankful to have my supportive husband and family to share it with. Love you All....This one is for you Mom! God Bless